lost connection to realm resulted in my loosing not only my amulet but also all my currency

This is beyond sad. Im sitting in my hideout, spending all my currency on crafting a new projectile skill amulet. I get lucky and slam tier 1 crit, i finish the craft and im sitting in my hideout, re speccing some of my passive skill points, about 10 minutes after the amulet is done, i get disconnected "lost connection to realm". I log back in to find out the left over emotions from distilling my neck is still in my bag, but the amulet is gone?????? not only are all my currency gone spent crafting the amulet. Is How is this even possible? Quite frankly, i dont feel like playing anymore. I lost "Sacred Reservoir" map to the same fucking issue, disconnected from realm mid mapping and now its "map failed"