POE2 MEDITATE IS BUGGED (SSFHC STANDARD) not playing dawn of the hunt

So if I use meditate and a monster hits me, I'm still in the animation and as far as I can tell I can't take damage (not fun to test on hc) but I'm completely in the animation but lagging? I'm blipping/teleporting around unless I roll out then everything is fine.

It seems to do this every time for me, very strange. haven't played since dawn of the hunt league start, and I didn't play much, but I've never experienced this before.

update: i am taking damage but yeah animation is bugged